Although, I often feel as if I am....
I had a rough childhood,,,, from as far back as I can remember men have been abusing my mother... I dont know if its something she is attracted too, or if its just the cards that were dealt to her...? The one most valuable lesson I have learnt from my mother, is to never be like her... I love her, but to watch the crap she has allowed be done to herself is shameful.
I see the damages in my youngest brother... my other brother, being dead, I am sure would of had the effects also... Funny that I dont see within myself more problems...
maybe if I started looking in the mirror...
For the most part, I see myself as very normal... When I do look in the mirror, I see a strong woman, who has over come many many obstacles...
