Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Dear Dave,

Gosh, been since September....
Lots been going on and changing... Gram's is with you now... I hope your spending time getting to know one another...
I am struggling with a major life choice I have to make in the next couple of months, ya know where your heart and brain are in a wrestling match...?? I feel like if I just rest on it, the answers will come to me...
Is it so horrible of me to not believe in god...?? I just can't understand how people can believe in talking snakes, a guy who lived in a whales belly or a man who built a giant boat all alone.... so if God is real then isn't Santa??? No one has ever seen either of these men with their own eyes??? I guess I will be going to hell then, but I don't believe in hell either, so I guess I am screwed, probably never die now... lol...