Dear Dave,,,

So, here I went again.. neglecting you... talking in my head to you too much... Been a weird crazy couple of weeks.... I am really starting to figure myself out... I am learning that I have no tolerence for a lot of things in people... I am weeding out the people who have either betrayed me in the past, or who are betrayers by nature... I have decided that I need to make the most of the important people, spend more time with them, and show them that I appreciate them,,, cuz any given day they could be gone... I am learning what I will and wont put up with and its not much I will put up with... I am learning that I am very real and genuine and that most are very lucky to have me in their lives, I am special... I am a rare person. Actually there is no one else like me... I tell it like it is,, I am not clingy or pushy and I dont lie. I will never mis lead anyone. I know that everyday should mean something, and that the 3 most important words are "I love you"...